just finished updating Austin's baby book and have pretty much finished both evan and dylan's first year books. i've neglected pretty much everything over the last few days trying to pull this together. it's something that i hope they'll appreciate, and their future families appreciate in the years ahead.
not enough time to enjoy the boys. not enough time to hear evan say "Oh-Kaye". not enough time to watch Austin play with his toes. not enough time to hear the boys banter in chinese in their rooms. not enough time to overhear conversations like this:
dylan - "evan that looks dangerous." evan - "I know!!!" with glee. not enough time to continue to help brian with his practice marketing - updating his emails, revamping his paid search accounts. not enough time to help plan our Spain trip. not enough time to work out. not enough time to plan evan's birthday party for THIS weekend. not enough time to help Dylan with his penmanship, piano and play his math games. not enough time to help evan perfect his "twinkle, twinkle little star." not enough time to spend time with brian. not enough time to be kind to myself. not enough time for gratitude. and i really need to make the time for gratitude. but now - i need to eat, order decorations for evan's party and feed austin again.
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